Letter from Anjahlia - personal process and these times of ascension growing pains
Hello, ... I am back!
My ascension path has gone "inner".
I have been in a "Dreaming Bear Womb Cave" sleep zone.. A place of no time, zero point, and emptiness. No expectations, being present, grateful, and open hearted.
Not so easy for this Capricorn free lancer. But also feeling, this overwhelming sense of wanting to "retire".
But, really I was in a RESET!
The inner shapeshifting/to reflect the outer.
You may feel similarly, as many have said the same thing to me. Not to mention, no memory! Especially after covid. Which I sadly contracted after a 3 year record of no virus! Right after my birthday, so I imagine I too, had things to learn and release from this covid virus form.
In my life I found myself doing deep healing since last January. I found out I had old and new Lyme disease, and that I have a deviant double helix gene called MTHR which means I don't methylate well. Methylation is the science of the body's ability to detox and heal itself! It was like a BODY WAKE UP BOMB.
Answering why I haven't been able to heal from lyme, EBV, inflammation, digestion issues, etc.
My cosmic health soup pot churning with new things to merge and marry. My physical structure going wonky! My sacrum going out, hip and knee issues... rebalancing, resetting my stability. My flame of oneness.
And of course, these physical issues are mirroring our/my ascension process.
This Dreaming Bear time has also been an interesting time of letting go of stress, dominant authority figures, pressures. Planning, the build of an art studio in my 3 car garage. Bringing up challenges, money, decisions and fear!!!
My Bear dreaming... of an art studio dwelling where I can make visionary paintings, Divine Codes, and cosmic art for evolutionary assistance. Rudolph Steiner said that " the world had to go through a Creative Art Renaissance to evolve the planet".
That we missed this Art Renaissance during the turn of the century and the Industrial Revolution.
I do indeed feel life is changing for us all.
As the Astrology is shifting, the cosmic forces are moving us forward.
My inner work, so guides my clients, friends, and reflections. Deep inside I have a knowing that this is amazing journey. And we are assured entry. It is all about co creating your heart/soul and life into your own fashion of heaven on earth.
My GOAL is the Medicine of the Hummingbird ... JOY!
Each morning I have a ritual ceremony of my Mushroom and Caco Hot liquid. I scry over the cup to intend to have a joyful, happy, blessed day. I muse upon the present moment and instill this in my being. As I watch the birds and squirrels, and enjoy the mountain vista. My version of the painting "Peaceable Kingdom".
How else can we live the dream,... except by letting it in?
And, so it goes...
xxo anjahlia